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He remembers his first night on the streets, squeezed inside a section of tube slide at a playground 鈥渟omewhere in the southwest.鈥 Sitting benchside at Beardsley Park in Oildale, he works his fingers into the callus on his left palm, and lets out a nervous titter.
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